The feeling inside your chest when you know something has to change, but you don't know how or what. It's bigger than you. The feeling is like music playing through your blood, flowing from vein to vein, faster and faster.
How do I get what I want out of life? Out of my career? How come it seems like everybody has it so "together," when I feel like I'm falling apart. But it's not a fall to the floor, sob style, it's like being broken open for something greater. Do I wait or do I search continuously to find it?
I believe in another life I was the person who created soundtracks for movies. In this part of my life movie, this is the song that plays...Dorian by Agnes Obel. Different keys go up and down, quicker than softer, until the end...keys soft...last note.